I've been meaning to post here since November, really I have. December hasn't been easy though. There's been a lot of harking back to "this time lat year", mixed in with a healthy dose of "what am I doing next year?", and even more "and what after that?" It's kind of stressful to realise that even now, on December 27th I still don't have any of these questions answered.
It's not like I necessarily want them all answered, either. One last minute job offer (whilst I was enquiring about casual postions) could have resolved all the instability, for one year at least. But that would have meant an interstate move within the next 4 weeks. Back to where I was. Where part of me wants to be, but another (bigger?) part of me is scared of being. I don't think I am ready for that yet.
What I am ready for, I am just not sure.
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Thinking of you Tam - sounds like you have a lot on your mind...
I wish you peace with all the decisions ahead of you.
And can't wait til we get to catch up IRL again!
Oh babe, what to do - I hope things are a little clearer now. It's hard when work/home are not stable but I hope it all works out for you - hugs! x
Thanks Theresa. Your kind words mean alot!
Mary same to you. Hope things have settled down a bit for you as well?
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